The weekend consisted mainly of feelings of drunkenness and anxiety, and a really nice jacket potato from the green dragon. I'm so fed up feeling anxious a lot of the time it is a most unenjoyable feeling. Watched some Dirty Sanchez last night before falling asleep, it amused and sickened me simultaneously, I suppose the intended effect. I perspired a lot in my sleep, it's probably related to the anxiety. I was woken up at about 10.20 by the tesco shop delivery man, creating some what of a dichotomy in my sleepy mind because I was happy that I had some food but annoyed that I had to get out of bed. But oh well, food is good so I suppose it was worth the awakening.
I have had quite a good day today. Did some reading while listening to the soundtrack from The Two Towers, it was very relaxing. Then i took my lowrider up to the pharmacy to pick up my prescription, while I was there I booked myself a medication review for later that day. After getting back and having a glass of delicious apple juice I started working on my tattoo designs. Just as I was starting to make progress I had to go back to the doctors for my meds review. This was very helpful as my anxiety medication isn't helping completely. The doctor wrote me a new prescription for something called... I can't remember and can't be bothered to go downstairs and have a look. It begins with an F and is apparently a much better anti anxiety drug, the doctor said it would calm me down, I hope it is the right medication for me.
I got home and worked lots more on the tattoo designs while listening to more soundtrack from Lord of the Rings. Finally came up with a design that I really like and I'm really excited about getting it done on wednesday.
I think I'm going to make a venison curry tonight.
Flupentixol/Fluanxol sucks. In fact all of it sucks. It's all just a placebo hiding under different brand names. Duuuurrrrr, I take dis pill and now I feel all better!!!!!
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