Day 2

Monday 7th February.

I woke up too early this morning, I had been out with Zoric the night before, he bought be some stella because i have no money until friday when i get paid. I woke up with my usual morning craving for peanut butter so i went down stairs and ate some out the jar, some honey too, and washed the whole lot down with some cravendale milk, the best kind of milk i think. When i went back to bed i couldn't sleep, i felt anxious and stayed awake for an hour or so trying to stop feeling anxious. eventually I managed to get back to sleep for a couple of hours and awoke again at about 11.30 feeling much better. I decided to celebrate my recovery with a belgian waffle and a glass of really nice apple juice. Just before preparing my breakfast I opened the couple of parcels that had been delivered. It was a leather jacket and pair of skinny jeans i had been expecting. the jacket is a really good fit and i like it a lot, the jeans are a little too skinny and make my legs look retardedly thin so I'm not sure if i will ever wear them.

I gave the kitchen a proper clean this afternoon while listening to marilyn manson really loud. then after that tidied my room up a bit also while listening to marilyn manson really loud, it was most enjoyable. I wanted to go out and do something today but couldn't think of anything so ended up staying in all day. I found out that marilyn manson has a new album coming out this year, hopefully it will be good, the last album was good but not as good as the earlier stuff. I made a pizza for dinner, completely from scratch, i made up some ciabattta dough and topped it with a veg and bacon tomato sauce type thing, it was nice, i was marginally proud of myself for making a pizza from scratch.

I'm not really sure what to do with the evening, i'll probably just end up watching a film or something, something with simon pegg.

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